I have been
a pragmatic for most of my 60 + years and always relied on human qualities to
guide my approach to life. Like many
folks, I just could not reconcile biblical events with the tools of logical
deduction that I believed, God had given me. I only learned recently that, by anyone’s
standards, I would be called a Humanist.
There are
“self-help” books and authors too numerous to mention that purport to tell us
how to think to make our lives fuller and richer and I have read many of
them. Set goals, nurture positive
thinking, and visualization are a few of the techniques they offer as footsteps
to achieving fulfillment.
I always
thought I had one of two choices. I
could accept blindly what “a book” (the Bible) was telling me about God, or I
could use my God given sensibilities to deduce the truth by examining the world
around me. Surely God would not want me
to abandon my free will and accept some illogical and unsubstantiated belief
system that had been handed down by man through the centuries. That seemed to me to be a very dangerous path
to take and I had seen its results many times over the years in places like
Guiana (Jim Jones), Waco, TX (David Koresh), and Heaven’s Gate (Marshall
Applewhite) in San Diego, CA
.
While I was
never able to accept many biblical accounts of the Flood, Virgin Birth,
raisings from the dead and many, many others, neither did I discount them
completely. Anyone who has read some of
my other writings knows that I usually allow for some credence to all legends
and sagas, no matter what their source.
There is some truth behind many of them whether they come from the mysteries
of Persian Zoroastrianism, The Bible, or some Greek mythological Odyssey.
My
observations of the awesome creations around us and the balance that exists in
nature have always affirmed my belief in God and a divine creator, but my study
of religious history and its divisiveness has always prevented me from aligning
myself with any particular church or group.
Nevertheless, one of the few statements from the Bible that I firmly
held on to was (Matthew 7:14) “For the gate is narrow and the way is hard that
leads to life.” A narrow path to me
meant that it was individual and only wide enough for one person and each of us
has his own, and the path is hard because it has to be traveled alone; on
faith.
My sudden “Awakening” and rebirth on the morning of March 10,
2013 did not change my basic belief system, but it did add the Bible to a
preeminent place on my list of “self-help books.” Suddenly, a spiritual facet was added to my
Humanism and my faith was expanded many fold. I could see that Jesus was also trying to show
me the “footsteps to achieving fulfillment.”
He had found the path, not only to eternal life but to a present life of
fulfillment and I only needed to follow his example and “walk in his footsteps.”
During my
Bible studies, I learned that Jesus often referred to himself and human kind as
“sons of God,” but beyond that, a very subtle detail arose that was repeated
many times in the testimonies of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. That detail is the fact that, on several
occasions, Jesus referred to himself as “The son of Man,” (Luke 9:56) just like
the rest of us!
If Jesus had
been born a supernatural being, then his accomplishments would not have much
relevance to ordinary folks, but he assured us that we are just like him and
have the same abilities and even more!
(John 14:12) “Truly, truly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the
works that I do, he will do also; and greater works than these he will do;
because I go to the Father.” Here was a
man, just like us, who was performing miracles almost daily, and he was telling
us that we could achieve the same! As
further proof that Jesus was a son of man, contemplate his final words as he
hung on the cross at Calvary, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” Those words would not have come from a
supernatural being!
As a consequence
of all this, I no longer solely depend on the guidance of Dale Carnegie, Wayne
W. Dyer, Tony Robbins, Paramahansa Yogananda, or any of the other “self-help
authors but, instead, will continue to practice walking in the footsteps of
Jesus, the original and “The true light and the way.” Now, whenever I have a question, I ask
myself; What would Jesus do in this situation?